Tuesday, October 5, 2010

need a new life. gimme yours

Please?

So i had this shocking revelation this past week.
I learned to forget you.

Your gone officially.
Poof.
And that is the last time i will say poof.

Time for a new hair style or color.

Its a sense of relief actually...i made it an entire week without me feeling bad about something.
But i've return back to reality now..

Please God, let me get through this.

No one else matters at this point in my life. Time to be selfish a little bit, Shannon..
I made it over the bump, now get me over the rest of the hill.


I cant believe how different of a person i am now.
The shitty situation really did bring some good.
(But bad as well)

?I seem to be a very self battling person.
Its interesting how it seems so easy for everyone else. Maybe it is..
But everyone has their struggles in life.
I just happen to be very emotional and have a lot.

Cool beans....


:::::: Its hard to just cut a big chunk of your life off. And shove a new piece on there..
But i know what i gotta work on.