Soooo.
I have not written in this blog in wow like, three months?
Where have i been?
Oh, i don't know..
Blowing everything out of my ass.
It just seems like, WHOOP.
There it goes.
My dignity.
Taking every last word back,
and every step,
every breath,
every lie,
every song,
every smile,
EVERY. LAST. Thing.
Mmm... Maybe i'm just overreacting. Or just being weird.
Cause i don't quite know what im talking about now anyways.
Just making things up to sound poetic and like an arteeesstt i suppose....
Just, thought i'd update though.
My life seems a bit more cheerful now and not as dreary.
I'm kind of NOT waiting for something horrible and depressing to happen though.
I'm just..trying to live life. Not suicidal...or bitchy.
As for relationships...with that boy.
We are friends now..
I think he realizes he loves me.
Finally...
Too bad hes going away in a few months.
Oh well... What is a girl to do :/
I've been through shitty hellhole stages with that kid, but i cant quite leave him alone.
And Neither can he.
We're doomed.
Oh well though..
I guess one more earthquake on this planet and it all will be ending anyhow..
So..maybe i can die with the man i love?
And my family of course...
It just.. you know. Sounds more romantic imagining just he and i falling into an endless, bottomless, rocky, boiling pit of hot lauva- EARTHQUAKE. FLOOD. TSUNAMI.
Yay....
Well <3
Bye for noww.
