Is it still considered "cheating" if it isn't with another man?
What if it's a woman. And Yes, I am talking about myself in this situation.
Not that I have cheated in any way..on anyone. Technically I am not dating someone now. (WAH? Murry?)
Gosh but BAH. I am getting myself confused.
Why is it when I want something how I would like, but then it comes true/real, and then I feel
like something's missing still.. but everything is how I wanted it?
Well not everything exactly... not the part about me and him being together physically anymore..(Long distance)
Or getting married and having babies..
Not that I need those anytime soon either. I need a career first.
Cosmetology... meh... its not what I thought. I enjoy it but then again I don't enjoy the atmosphere and the people. I am a hippy at heart after all. A tree hugger. Not a product lover. Ironic.
I need something practical.
More practical then hair.
But anyhow---
I never felt this way about a woman before ha...
Her name being said out loud makes me excited.
And seeing her (although i've only seen her twice) makes me nervous and twitchy inside.
I met her at a Pretty Lights show in Minneapolis for the first time. Thought she was gorgeous...
I saw her again a few nights ago at a party in the twin cities, and I didn't want to feel stalker-ish and follow her, but I really wanted to Lol.. I being drunk as crap, told her I thought she was super pretty..
All to find out the next morning that she actually was a lesbian. (OMG. GOOD. SO I DON'T HAVE TO FEEL LIKE A FREAK OF NATURE FOR LIKING HER)
Something about her...her essence..She's cool. :)
I hope I see her again.
Gosh thats weird for me to say.
I am SUCH.. a lesbatron.
