Literally..
I have been thinking a lot about how I am going to be 21 this year.
Part of me does not want to age. Age is only a number but..
Still...
I have only so much time while i'm young. I won't be able to get away with much
when im 25...or 32...45....69...80??
(Nah, i'll be dead by 80.)
I need to explore life more...
I'm so caught up in having structure.
Sure its important, but is it really necessary to have completed college by 23..?
Or be married by 25?
Know what my future is right now. Ha...
I will never know, i swear.
Does it really matter what people think of me?
I only have this life to look forward..
I don't know if there will be a second chance for anything.
I'm tired of regretting..
I should just do what i want and Stfu?
I think so.
<3
